Jing fen

My roommate-jing fen, juz left hostel for further her study at Russia in medic course...
For the 1st time,I cry because of her...
when saw the empty bed,i feel very kong xu lo....
she is a very nice person...
always clean our room...
always listen to my broken English (coz she is english educated)..
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starting to miss her...

Basketball

I have been playing basketball from primary till now...
oh, so long...
but don't know y, i always have no confidence during d match..
especially in final...
when i don hv confidence,my stamina will decrease immediately...
when i think we have to win, bla bla...
I will start to afraid....
that's make me always regret after d match...
y i din maintain my mental for the last second?
y Y y??????
I think i always make my team lose...
That's make me feel want to quit from playing basketball...
I really don't like this feeling...
but i noe i won do that coz i still wan to play...
but i really hope that i won't lose for my mental....
Can I do that?
Thinking.......