循环

曾经这样对待人，
所以今天有人这样对待。
现在明白她和她的感受。

以前的那个
她问我，
我不知道，
所以好烦。

现在的另一个她。
我不明白，
所以问问，
她不知道，
所以答得好烦。

我就知道报应是迟早的事了。

reassess is important

today, went to heart care ward. auscultate an uncle,
bubbling sound at his left basal lobe.
As he don't cooperate,(i don't like use not cooperate this word, because i think i need to do other way to make sure he follow my command), so we need to do suction. yellowish, thick and moderate amount of secretion.
After that, I re-ascultate him.
the bubbling sound decrease, and the air entry better.
I feel so happy that time.
now, I know what is the 满足感 as be a physiotherapist.
From my observation, i saw many patients sleep well after doing suction.
maybe too tired after struggling,
as suction will irritate the throat, to make them cough.

Mom's advice

last friday, chatting with one friend from MAHSA college,
she is a mother who have 2 children aged between 15 to 21 years old.
greed can grow and grow bigger if small need unable to fullfill and given false hope.
for example,
when her sibling hungry,
her mom will cook and let everyone full.
It is important to build trust and discipline between child and parent.
For example,
when a child is sick and cant eat thing that she like,
you have to tell her why she cant eat,
and promise that you will buy food that she like when she get well,
and you must do as you promise.
beside that,
you must let them know what is yes and no.

当鱼爱上猫。。。

猫想念着鱼，
鱼只当猫是猫，
没有特别的个感觉。
猫幻想与鱼共处，
过着幸福的日子。
可是猫知道自己没有鳃，
无法在水里呼吸，
更了解鱼不可能离开水。

.....

要认真减肥了~~

圣诞节前夕

本来是要跟预科班朋友聚会，
但一大早就开始泻肚子，
可能昨晚的菜不新鲜吧。
整个上午都在进进出出厕所。
为了减少疼痛，
所以用了各种方法转移目标。
看戏、做手工。。
哈哈，
结果完成了我第一个"放纸架"(不知道真正名字）。
因为不敢再吃食堂的晚餐，
所以选择煮粥。。
这次的材料是maggi chicken & lily bud soup。
我把米+maggi soup 粉一起煮。。
结果一个小时后，
还有部分的米没煮熟。
哈哈。
然后再煮，
过后放纸菜。。
当 当，
我的晚餐和明天的早餐出炉了~~

MERRY X'MAS~~

负面的我 Vs 正面的我

我真的有点自私，
为了隐瞒它的存在，
我告诉自己这是人应该有的情绪。

我很敏感，
一直以为别人说我的闲话，
因为有时也会说别人闲话，
所以以为别人也是这样。

我很容易吃醋，
吃朋友家人长辈小辈的醋，
怪不得肚子越来越大，
所以我选择不在乎，
所以我选择一个人。

我很有责任感，
一旦我决定的事，
就会完成它，
所以搞到自己很累，
可是很有满足感。

我很容易自卑，
所以有时候会很自傲，
所以要学习接受与肯定自己。

我很会守密，
若你告诉我决不能告诉别人，
而我同意，
那这秘密真的不会从我口出。

我自认是优点的是，
我不会恶性循环，
至少我不会对别人做出我不喜欢的东西。


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突然间，
我写了。