2.10.2008 04:00

刚刚和朋友谈到人生的道理．．
突然问他关于佛教所以开始畅谈。。
谈着谈着，
突然谈到我伤心之处。。
也不算谈到吧因为是我跟他说的。。。
结果哭了。。
对他来讲这是个小事。。
我也觉得如此，
这都是心境的问题。。。
我一直在钻牛角尖。。
一直围绕在同样的圈圈。。
一直看着同样的角度。。
也许这就是我的执著吧。。。
哈哈，
总算找到自己的固执在哪里了。。。
若我还是用那种怕怕的眼神看着他们，
事情也不会转变吧？
这枷锁是我自己套上的，
若我自己没设法打开，
还有谁能帮我呢？
人家只能指方向但不能帮你走路呀。。
let's go Babe,
Gambateh~~
突破极限吧！！！

有点话要说：也许在全世界人眼中，它像芝麻般小粒毫无作用，但若它在你心中是像恐龙那么可怕，它将会便很高很高的堵墙阻碍你的视线，不让你走向正常的路线。。。。。。。

Nasi Kerabu

This is prepared by restaurant.

My favourite food. Prepared by my Mom...
Don't know why, if my Mom prepared this food,
I'm sure that I will eat more than 3 times a day.Hehe.
Nasi Kerabu is Kelantan food, I think so.
Usually it use blue colour rice but I like white rice more.
Usually it will served with combination of ulam
but I eat with raw vege like carrot,cucumber,big onion,
long bean......
Usually it consists kerisik( granted coconut), this is main
component.. n also fried fish meat..
Yo, really make me hungry o~~

累：泪

当累了，
当身体再也无法撑下去了，
当身心疲倦，
当一切再也无法控制，
泪，
热热的，
慢慢的，
或许
快快的，
流过双颊，
心中的闷气，
也随着慢慢的释放出来，
压力的重量也慢慢变轻．
当它占霸了脸部，
睡意也开始把意识吞没．．
再也没有让头脑承受那重重的恐龙的压逼．．．
＂睡吧，我的宝贝．＂
心里唤着．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．

生日

9月6日。。。

00：00

在德士上。。。

朋友唱生日歌。。。

00：30

系友骗到cafe前面的停车场。。。

结果被淋水。。。

01：30

KMP 朋友庆祝之前哭了一下。。。

好丢脸。。。

总之，physio 的系友们，n KMP geng 的朋友们 以及 用任何方法献上祝福的朋友们，
我都很感谢你们让我有这难忘的生日。。。。

生病

最近，生病了。。。
撑了一个星期多身体终于发出危险信号。。
开始想家。。。
尤其是想妈妈。。
有时在想为什么人总在困境才会想起最亲的人？
为什么发烧时很怕灯光？

Jing fen

My roommate-jing fen, juz left hostel for further her study at Russia in medic course...
For the 1st time,I cry because of her...
when saw the empty bed,i feel very kong xu lo....
she is a very nice person...
always clean our room...
always listen to my broken English (coz she is english educated)..
.........
................
.......................
starting to miss her...

Basketball

I have been playing basketball from primary till now...
oh, so long...
but don't know y, i always have no confidence during d match..
especially in final...
when i don hv confidence,my stamina will decrease immediately...
when i think we have to win, bla bla...
I will start to afraid....
that's make me always regret after d match...
y i din maintain my mental for the last second?
y Y y??????
I think i always make my team lose...
That's make me feel want to quit from playing basketball...
I really don't like this feeling...
but i noe i won do that coz i still wan to play...
but i really hope that i won't lose for my mental....
Can I do that?
Thinking.......